i need to stop thinking aloud.
i dont know why, but everyone seems to misunderstand my habit.
and im feeling dreadfully inferior already
so i dont need you to criticize me more.

how can someone in a 3 person CG feel alone?

i may not be as intelligent or on par with you
but it doesnt mean you can raise your voice at me or make me feel stupid.
you may have the iQ but look here,
i certainly dont think you have the EQ to go along with it.

i think i may have made the stupidest decision in my life.
find someone else to criticize.
you're NOT perfect.
so dont act like you are.

-cheryl~*

 went to view cars again today.
but headed down to ubi automart.
where all the parallel importers are :)
saw honda jazz and nissan rush.
i like jazz.
my parents dont tho.
and i saw a salesman at cartimes with xanthelesma! hahahaha.

decided not to get and we went to richsburg motors where my dad got his present car.
saw a rav4 that was 80 k. which is cheap for a 2.4 l car :)
dad was surprisingly keen.
he was suggesting selling my mom's car and getting the rav4 and me not getting anything.
and i was like hurrrrrr. then i go around looking at cars for WHAT..
luckily the sales lady said that trading in my mom's camry wasnt worth it cos the trade in value sucked..
like about 1/3 of the original price?
and she also said shouldnt trade in the rx cos its such a good car.

i think i brought up beetle along the way.
and my dad was like hmm. german made. good car lets go see.
and the sales lady at richsburg gave us a contact of her friend at volks.
so headed down to ubi and found her friend.

i think i spent around 2 hours at volks.
2nd day of the scirocco launch - $2.5 k special launch discount off sirocco - many ppl at volks showroom.
test drove the beetle.
loved it.
end of story.

my lady bug is on its way.
will see you end of june my dearest :)

im still on cloud 9.
the facts havent sunk in.
im shocked.
so shocked until my stomach kept churning and i felt like i was going to puke or sth.

madness.
but its signed for and the deposit has been made.
oooooo. it'll be here soon.
hopefully the coe bidding will go on well.
cos once i get the coe, it'll take them 15 days to prepare the car.
so when im back from hokkaido. it'll be there waiting for me :D




salsa red with black leather seats :)


-cheryl~*
 

 it was about going on a date with this guy
(who ive never seen b4 in my life)
and we went for a meal at a nice restaurant that cost $142 for 2 persons.

and for some strange reason
he kept asking about his friend who gets throat irritation after eating some food/drinking milk etc
and kept asking me why.
cos im a medical student.
and i answered it could be due to minor infections that get cleared up
or could be just a strange mucus feeling due to the viscous consistency of milk
(dont ask me why. i was dreaming)
and he said, "no thats not it. here i'll demonstrate the voice to you."
and he draws he closer and says, "here listen closely.."
uncomfortably close.

and then i wake up.
horrifying.
i just lay there in the dark staring at the ceiling.
until my mom called me for dinner.

----------------

before that i went to church and after church we went to goldenhill golden chicken rice for lunch.
my mom's pick.
my dad actually wanted to go to a nice chinese restaurant for lunch but my mom didnt want.
he even called up the restaurant. hahaha.
after the chicken rice (its at bukit merah area) we went to see cars.
went to toyota, lexus, kia, hyundai, suzuki.

TOYOTA 
my mom wanted me to get a corolla altis and i was like NO!! AH PEK CAR. hahaha.
we're supposed to kiv toyota cos the resale value is good. so maybe "rush".
which we are going to see when we visit the parallel importers next week.
LEXUS
lexus and toyota showrooms were just next to each other so we hopped over.
oh the is250 is so pretty.. it remains as the first car im going to get when i start earning money.
it has 8 airbags and a 360 deg surround sound system and can go from 0-100 km/h in 8.64 seconds. 
yummy.
KIA
we were looking at sportage. its huge like a monster. SUV again.. my mom said its safe so must consider.
piccanto was an immediate NO NO cos it doesnt have a central locking system so if you drive it you have to ask your passengers to help you lock their own doors and not blame you if they forget and fly out. you will not be liable. hahahaha. oh and the side view mirrors are non automated closure so you have to fold them in on your own? hahahaha.
we test drived sportage and i thought it was pretty comfy but my dad said the engine was rough and its not good.
come on.. an SUV for $58k? its really super cheap can!! hahaha. what you pay is what you get i guess.
HYUNDAI
tuscan (the competitor of sportage) un-awesome man. its been around for so long and its so common.
but there was this car, that caught me and my dad's eye.
i30. nicknamed "golf killer" and was european car of the year 2008.
its really the golf reincarnate and the doors are heavy and sturdy and the road holding was amazing when we test drived it.
one of the more awesome cars of the day.. but resale value. as of all hyundai cars. ZILCH.
so we are kiv-ing it. either that or not even thinking of getting hahaha.
my sis was getting cranky by now, but hyundai was giving out free popcorn and drinks and lunch for the viewers. how nice :)
SUZUKI
this showroom was all the way in the west so we had to drive all the way down for it.
of course, since im well known to have a fear of suzuki swifts - they are like my doomsday warning signs
(everytime i see them. something bad will happen- jinx cars) obviously. wasnt interested in that at all.
went straight for the vitara - SUV. but one thing i didnt like was the suspension was so rigid and you could feel all the bumps. and the engine was so noisy too! but its a really good car with good road holding though. anw apparently suzuki engines are all like that.
tried the SX4 too. thats the sedan. tried to sports version. not bad. but i like i30 better.
but of course if i could get a golf wouldnt that be awesome. (moneywise not so. too expensive)

yes so many cars!
my parents have an adversion for european cars/continental cars.
so peugeot, fiat, ford, skoda immediately out.
volkswagen i think it was out due to price. hahaha.
seriously european cars are double the price of jap cars?
and according to the suzuki salesman, they earn a profit of around 30k per car! 
well obviously then they will be able to guarantee COE.
amazing.

anw at present, im not sure if its going to be a third car or im still going to be sharing car.
im not that into sharing car man.
i want my own. hahahaha.

money no enough.

-cheryl~*
 

heres some before and after pictures



not really the same angle. but amazing how much is gone.
hahahaha
3 bags full.
had to drag them down the stairs
this is one time i wish i had a lift in my house or at least my house was one floor.



anw my room is tremendously neat alrd.
my previously cluttered and dusty bedside table has now been transformed to my macbook's lodging! :)
awesome.
so happy and proud.
now off for a good dinner :)
now that my walls are so bare, i was thinking of getting wall decals to plaster all over.
expensive tho.
hmm.
shall think about it.



-cheryl~*

 

throwing away sentimental junk.
--to find box to store sentimental junk.
alrd have a drawer full, now need some plastic box to keep the figurines/paperweights/useless but cute stuff i get for birthdays. SIGH.
buy me useful things for my next bday pls. >.<
okay i have about 10 years of crap to clear, and so far, i've filled about 3 black bin liners.
there are only 2 in the picture i know.. but one is alrd outside my room. HA.

 

yes my dressing table is still a mess. i haven't got there yet.
cleared my movable shelf, the top of my cupboard, the inside of my cupboard argh and my desk and all my drawers at my desk.
okay doesnt sound a lot, but sorting out the stuff i want to keep and those i want to throw is such a HASSLE!
argh.
i still have all my old art work to put in a box and hide it somewhere.
i think i should buy a chest to store stuff. super neat la! :)
oh yes i also threw out my old JVC CD player. it has a tape player la. damn old like 6 years old or sth. >.<
plus it doesnt work anymore. hahaha.
layers of dust man! ew! no wonder i keep getting sinus.

clutter clutter.

-cheryl~*
 

i should stop watching korean dramas.
they give a horrible disillusion of how guys should be like.
not true--singaporean men are not much of a romantic bunch.
end of story.

lately ive been getting this nagging feeling that something is up.
whats up? why do i get the feeling that something has changed.
did i do something? did i insult you in anyway?
did something i commit a crime of some sort?
i cant seem to talk to you the same anymore.
at least not today.
i hope you are okay though.
i hope we are okay too.
maybe im just being too sensitive.
ah.
wont you tell me what i did.
because you are impt to me.

i wish the mucus glands in my nose will dry up and die. damn.

-cheryl~*
 

i did better for my CAs.
i guess microb just isnt my subject.
im worried if my grades will affect the future.
will it?
i really want to become a good doctor.
but somehow my academics dont reflect it at all.

my classmates are all so smart.
and im just. not.
i want to re-do the paper. can i?
i mean even though ppl complained it was hard n everything, the reality is
that they still did okay.
i didnt feel like i screwed up but i did.

im really stupid arent i.
i am. i am.
im going to take a bath before dinner.
and try not to think about this.
something is wrong with me.
why cant i do well.
why.

-cheryl~*
 

i get irritable.
and everything i dont seem to know seems to get me.
and i start feeling lost and stupid.

paying lip service isnt going to get you anywhere.
instead why not try to help instead of making offers that amount to nothing.
if its so, then dont bother.

i was truly irritated by a multitude of things today.
i have to learn how to control my emotions, but i daresay i did pretty good during one instance today.
if i try to help you out and am misunderstood. well, sucks la.
i thought you would understand better.
im not trying to screw up your history taking you know.
now i know why everyone was telling me to choose well.
and please the only reason why im antagonistic to you is cos you are to me too.

sigh. i hope things will get better tmr.
today was really one of the worse days of the year.

im praying hard that friendships dont get ruined just cos of CGs.

-cheryl~*

 

i hate the bitter taste of the solution they used to test our mask fit.
BLEARGH.
and my original mask didnt fit so i had to wear this special mask that looked like a pad.
i mean very literally pad-like.
>.<
at least i found a fit.. jy has to go back to try the mask cos none of the masks fit her!! >.<

helped jy with her amazingly complicated 3D paper figurines from taiwan..
they turned out to be such pretty souvenirs!
i wish i had one too! hahahhaa.
since well i did help out in making them :D

venepuncture was interesting.
but i was trying very hard not to sneeze while poking the fake arm
my nose was leaky and my eyes were watery.
but success and apparently steady and fast.
whatever la.
maybe never think so much then more steady.
i want a fake arm. its so awesome.
hahaha
anw the tourniquet turned out to be the hardest thing ever.
i cant believe i cant tie a giant rubber band.

went to watch handsome suit afterwards.
quite nice.
but my nose was super dying..so maybe didnt really enjoy it as much as i would have if my nose wasnt so irritating.
watched with s and lc from my cell.
had toriq for dinner. very cheap $5.10 only.
good for saving the little money i have.
now entertainment must be free.



hahahahha. what a twist at the end.
its not bad.
but not a MUST WATCH.
funny but like all other jap movies, moving as well with life lessons :D

okay im off to nurse a dying nose.
and my tissue abrasions.
nights!

-cheryl~*
 

good news = i wasnt on the viva list.

oh yes my OG with a surprising turn out came over to my place to finish $290 worth of haagen daaz.
theres still a lot, but not the ones my sister wants. >.<



and my sis totally over-reacts over ice cream.
when she found out her wafer-ed ice cream had been consumed, she blew up!
plus the expire in 7 days ice cream, which was apparently hers, was consumed too.
i mean hello am i supposed to know they belong to her?
they did not have her name on and she (as intelligent as she is) didnt tell me what i could take and what i couldnt take.

hello?!
am i supposed to have telepathic skills and know what you are thinking?
besides. since when did the ice cream belong solely to you?
dont you think screaming and cursing me to hell is a bit over the top for accidental ice cream consumption?
one word for you = retard.

less ice cream would do you good.
and cause the family less pain.
if you had any sense or any ounce of brain in your empty cranial cavity
you would know that by not screaming over minor things on a tuesday would help mom alot.
but no, despite my trying to help grow some sense in you
absolutely nothing is growing.
its like no matter how much you try to grow a rose in a dessert it wont grow.
you just disappoint me again and again.
and then you feel like a loser?
you feel worthless and useless?
if you would just grow a brain and some sense it would do everyone some good.

and then they ask why fat ppl are stupid?
cos cursing your sister to hell just cos of ice cream is a stupid act.

and so grows our love hate relationship.

oh yes went to modesto's yesterday for lunch w cw and then watched shinjuku incident.
warning - severed limbs. (in shinjuku incident)
crappy show, wasn't amazing. one of jackie chan's worst i think.
there was no kungfu or cool moves like his past awesome works.
and daniel wu's role was like wth what for?
and the yakuza stuff was so predictable.
but it was okay nonetheless.


Cannelloni agli spinaci
fresh home-made pasta filled with spinach and cheese,
oven-baked with a tomato and cream sauce.

sounds so wonderfully italian doesnt it!! oh i hate the menu its all italian and so hard to understand
have to read the words at the bottom to find out what it is.but the food was AWESOME.
the pasta like melted in my mouth with the wonderful cheese sauce.
i was totally in heaven.
and when i bit into the part with tomato sauce, there was this wonderful balance
of tangy tad sour with the saltiness of oven baked crusty cheese sauce.
yummy.
10/10.
oh dont order the pizza.
cw ordered it and hated it.
it was awFUL.

-cheryl~*

scared too.
and left wondering
"do i really have the right to not feel frightened or worried or apprehensive about the viva results?"

i dont want vivas.
and i hate getting results.
will smart ppl STOP GETTING SO WORRIED.

im going to say a prayer and say goodnight.
and have a good night's rest.
whatever happens is in His hands.
i dont want to be stupid and worry cos other ppl are worrying.

-cheryl~*

 

050409 = 5 days after hell :D

watched DMC today with dy and dy's car is absolutely cute.
actually its dy's brother's car but cool nonetheless!
its a yellow honda jazz! :D so cute!
yes dy your driving is good okayy. plus you have nice CDs in your car :D

dy woke me up this morning la!
i slept at 2 am so receiving a msg at 8:42 am is not GOOD.
ah wells. since i have been bugging dy to watch DMC so its half my fault.
anw after reading dy's msg i couldnt sleep so went down for bfast.

dy picked me up from home in his cute jazz
and we headed to the cathay for parking :)
the cathay's parking is really narrow. REALLY REALLY NARROW and low too!
felt like the parking was built like an after thought to the original design.

went to plaza sing for the movie cos only GV shows it.
i think GV shows all the jap shows oh the next one i want to watch is handsome suit! :D
had lunch at ichiban boshi :)
im super lazy to upload photos. but its the first jap meal i've had in a while and it was good stuff.

then went to watch DMC :)
DMC was really really funny!! hahahaha.
although the humour is abit strange but the whole theatre was full!
there were 9 rows and we were sitting in the 5th row?
but there were ppl even sitting in the 1st! :O
its super funny about this guy who wants to be a trendy musician but becomes a death metal singer instead!!
and the girl he likes finds death metal disgusting.
but he has a talent in death metal. hahaha.
the songs about rape and murder were a bit disturbing tho.
but the way he acts both as the DMC lead singer and a normal guy is super funny!
its like when he's normal he's super gay and everybody thinks he sucks..
except the girl he likes?
but when hes the DMC lead singer all the rape and murder and killing evil stuff all come out of his mouth!
i think the manga is better tho..
there wasnt much plot development in the movie.
constraint by time i guess.



i really cannot stand the colourful skinny pants he wears when he's without the make up
and how he dances and runs around. DAMN GAY.
it was interestingly funny i must say.
im so glad i watched it!
getting to watch this movie was like one of the few motivations that got me through my exams!!

plus i think its a weird show that a lot of normal ppl dont know about..
and only otakus or ppl who read weird manga will know about. hahaha.
even dy had to check out the anime to find out what it was about when i told him about it..
i do think its hard to play metal.
the guitar skills must be top grade.
and to scream into a mike legibly takes skill too!!

awesome show.
next one would be handsome suit. :D
shall ask sarah and leechoon when they want to catch it :D

oh on the way from plaza sing to cathay.
like while walking it started to pour really heavily. like all of a sudden!
and the sky was totally clear?!
so we ran all the way.
and me in heels o.O
i think my heels are cursed.
everytime i wear them it rains..
sigh!
but made it, got really drenched and had to warm up with a cup of tea at Ben n jerry's.
dy had ice cream!! o.O

went gramaphone to chcek out the cheap cds they have and i finally got my killers album!
day & age! :D

yayyyy! :D
awesome day :)

-cheryl~*

040409 = 4 days after hell = NO MORE MICROB!
at least i hope so.
i hope i don't get vivas, that would be the ultimate bummer.
what i dont understand is ppl who are the type who study 200x more than me
but are studying now cos they are worried about vivas?
hello? role-switching? >.<
im praying/hoping that i dont get vivas.
cos im totally not studying now!! 
even though everyone was better safe than sorry..
but i studied so hard for microb i dont want to study so hard again!!
PLEASE DONT LET ME GET VIVAS GOD!

anw
okay i havent posted in ages. omg.
its been a hellish 3 months come to think of it ever since our microb bacteria CA (2 week break)
then it was Patho CA (1 month break) then we had our massive 5 CAs at one go
and then (3 week break) before our pros.
crazy.
talk about crazy.

btw when i woke up this morning my air con temperature was 22'C!! omg super cold can.
i was like huddled up in my quilt but still not enough!!
idiot i wonder who was the one who decreased the temperature but didnt change it back
must be my stupid sister. as an april fool's joke.
but im a bit lag cos i just discovered it >.<

yawns.
anw i have totally taken this temporary paradise.
(doesnt it feel so? its like you know theres something coming at the end of the road lined with cherry blossoms)
cherry blossoms cos jiayan is in TW looking at them!!
and cos they are pretty too! :D
plus im watching cardcaptor sakura = cherry blossoms
eh its not childish its quite interesting lor! i remember watching it when it was a kid.

went out with ruizhi yesterday!
enjoyed a one-for-one lunch at swensons omg so cheap! in the end we paid $6.90 each?
then we went shopping!
oh where we were? marina square!
i personally think marina square >> vivocity. cos vivo is SO PACKED. argh.
plus the miss selfridge is so big in marina square..
me and ruizhi bought the same skirt from zara!! hahaha :) for clinics! :D
awesome.
then we got this $10 voucher thing that you get if you spend $150 at Marina square.
and we split the voucher and spent it on anderson's ice cream!
so it was free ice cream!
yummylicious. i had banana nut crunch with a belgian choc waffle cone and fudge topping with whip cream.
omg FAT.
and ruizhi runs everyday so she can totally afford it.
me on the other hand.....
after shopping so much ( i bought 2 dresses and 1 skirt )
argh i know i need to stop shopping..
we stopped at macs for like a rest had fries and she had apple pie.
ahahahha.
then went to somerset to meet my cell group for bday celebratory dinner. :)
the shopping was awesome.
its been a while definitely :)

OKAY.
then went to this place called the organic cafe xperience
everything they serve is totally organic!!
excellent dinner i must say.
although they seem to have a mozzie problem.
when we went in there were so many mozzies!
so we decided to sit outside where it was dark and we couldn't see the mozzies.
i had beef sirloin and pasta and mushroom soup and bread pudding with ice cream.
and this awesome lemon citrus tea that i didnt take a photo of :S
food was excellent :D
highly recommended. besides the mozzie thing. hahaha.
it was sad cos its such a great place but ive never heard of it.
and there weren't many customers and the owner/manager looked very haggard and old.
i guess organic food was for a while a good business venture, but not really a good one during an economic recession.
then again, i think all shops are suffering la.
anw im granting this store a free publicity here for the few who read my blog wahahahah
and i'll prol upload the pics on fb too :)


organic wild mushroom soup - really tastes wild :D


my beef sirloin on pasta - LOVE. oh you can see the citrus lemon tea in the corner!! :D


its much more awesome in real life. :D


bread pudding! in its awesome goodness.
its really awesome! esp the crispy crust :D

okay dinner was absolutely yummy! :D

okay i think my cam pics are too good for lj upload. too high quality alrd take very long. hahaha.
okay thats it for today.
im going out to watch DMC later. YES.
DETROIT METAL CITY. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :D
excited.

-cheryl~*



 

 that this is going to be the last post until my exams are over.
i must cut down on things that waste my studying time.
sleep is not something i can cut down on tho.
11 days to freedom.

-cheryl~*

 180309 = 12 days to pros
oh the numbers are dwindling but such is life.

today
i officially hate KDR and DO.
hope they die in their sleep.
wait too nice. die a painful and excruciating death.
how do they sleep at night with 250 students cursing their necks!

why NOW why not after our pros!?!
dammit.
ah wells i guess we have to study everything from neuroscience.
when i found out i was like wtf wtf wtf.
then when i went to take my shower. also continued going wtf wtf wtf.
damn shocked.
couldnt get over it.
my 4 days for neuro wont cut it now :(

today was fruitful.
strepococci, enterococci, staphylococci, neisseria and moraxella, enterobactericiae, pseudomonas and vibrio
doesnt seem like a lot does it.
bloody hell it is.

my brain is so tired now.

anw woke up at like 11.30 am. cos nobody woke me up. hahaha.
then woke my sis up got her ready for her dental appt in sch.
took forever to get her up.
she's not the lightest person on earth and seriously not ez to pull out of bed.
had a giant burger from sicc for lunch.
fat.

studied.

received my gingham dress i ordered a couple of days ago.
cut is awesome. love it.

i need to lose weight.

bathed and changed and got ready to head off to taka with my parents.
my sis did her first public performance today.
so went to support.
she was totally against photos tho. hahahaa.
the music was awesome except for the stupid technician.
he kept fiddling with the knobs and there was so much disturbance.
the ear piercing sound! argh. hate him.
spoil the performance.

photos of the performance are here

it was so relaxing and great to take a break from studying. awesome stuff.
i love my sis. even tho she's quite scary and chased me around the fountain.
hahaha. but no photo of her with me. im very sad.

i didnt buy anything today!
feat :)

im going to sleep now.
had a good and fruitful day.

die KDR.

-cheryl~*
 

 170309 = 13 days to pros

i was surprisingly relaxed today.
my phone rang at 8, but when i lifted my head and opened my eyes the sky was still dark.
and then the rain fell. heavily, on my roof.
i've always wondered if you stay in a high rise and like in the middle?
will you get that thunderous sound that i hear every time the rain falls on my roof?
i've listened to that sound ever since i was little. and i lurve it. :)
so i went back to sleep, lulled by the sounds of the rain.

woke up at 10 and had a sausage mcmuffin for breakfast.
wasnt great cos it was 2 hours old. bleh.

finished up virology and antivirals and started on bact today.
sigh. the list is never ending.
i feel the more i learn the less i remember from before.
sucks!!



yes i bought yet another thing. pair of shorts. hey i've been looking for a light coloured denim shorts for AGES okayy.
only $22!!

then after getting bored of studying i went to raid my mom's closet.
hahaha all the vintage skirts
omg my mom was like a size 8 waist when she was my age.
hello who's a present size 8-10?!?
argh i have to lose weight.
anw i found the most awesome navy blue long pleated skirt, with ivory buttons all the way down!
awesomeness.
shall wear it when i feel a bit fashion-savvy soon.
i have this feeling med is very unforgiving for fashion..and ppl will laugh at me wearing long skirts to school :(

oh and i found this lovely piece thats going to look awesome with a black tank top.
my mom is SO fashionable.
although i wish the skirts were shorter.
she kept bugging me to wear long skirts to clinics and i was like WAHHH?!
wells, i like short skirts. and my mom likes long ones.

anw a random picture from the past.
dedicated to the awesome marley and me!
touched my heart it did. that show.



yes yes i know both ultra adorable!! :D
thats my "MELBOURNE" shirt!! from my first melbourne trip.
oh i miss my doggie, a silky terrier, she was called "pei pei"
her hair is so silky right!!
and she was much older than me i believe.
she belonged to my mom! 
we had her and her daughter "mei mei". out of the 8 pups we only kept one..
isnt she awesome!
she's royalty you know. of some royal blood type.
i cried a lot when she passed :(
breast cancer SUCKS.
turns out that purebreds have higher risk of breast cancer :(


oh and i just confirmed for another skirt.
oh im doomed.



looks like i'll be broke for a while >.<

-cheryl~*



 

 

160309 = 14 days to pros.

nothing much happened today besides the fact that i was bitten by a sleep bug
and my body seemed glued to the bed.
as in i just lazed around the whole afternoon in bed.
hahaha - oh what a good life!

finished enterovirus, gastroenteritis virus, AIDS, misc virus today.
so not that bad la. cos i started in the morning then lazed around in bed then continued at night.
i think i have to study at the dining table and seatbelt myself to the chair.
tsk. having a comfy bed is my Achilles heel.

had a double cheeseburger for lunch.
reminded me of europe when breakfast, lunch and dinner were cheeseburgers >.<
im still frightened of them, but my dad said take it or leave it.
so take it lor.

i had kimchi during dinner!
i cant begin to tell you how much i like kimchi.
excellent stuff.
'its so good you can even eat it on its own!'
i think thats the gardenia slogan right?

anw i absolutely have to have these shoes..gorgeous!
Christian Louboutin
chic-est brand around!
available at on pedder @ ngee ann city.
but watch out. authentic louboutins cost $800-$1300!! o.O
i so want to check it out after my exams and try them on!!
ok i have decided. the first pair of super ex shoes im going to buy with my first paycheck will be louboutins!!
they are truly beautiful.

Christian Louboutin - helmut black


aren't they GORGEOUS.
the red soles are characteristic of louboutins.
SO CHIC!! so pretty!!
 
and then. came the louboutin manicure.
yes omg! there's a manicure inspired by these gorgeous shoes.
and classic they look!

awesome.

oh to have money. that i can spend on these shoes.
i have a feeling after buying them i'll probably not wear them!!
oh to fastforward my life to the time when i can buy/afford these luxuries.

these are awesome too. i love the ribbons!! :)
louboutin anemone satin crepe pump


ultra gorgeous when worn!! omg omg. >.<
i cant find a decent picture.
ah wells.

-cheryl~*
 

150309 = all numbers in date are multiples of 3 = 15 days to pros
(i so miss the simplicity of maths)
 

something rather abnormal happened today..
 

today was no study day. i only re-read what i studied yesterday >.<
slept at 3.30 am cos i was bz watching youtube and catching up on casshern sins.
but at 3.15 am,
i was watching takeru kobayashi on youtube.
check him out! competitive eating.
52 hotdogs in 12 minutes.
fat ppl eat your heart out.
oh btw this guy has like an 8 pac! o.O

 

went to church. had service as usual and loved a song of praise.
Lord, i want to know you more,
deep within my soul,
i want to know you.
Lord i want to know you.
i couldnt find a decent rendition of it online.. :(

 

11.00 am
went to zion road hawker centre for lunch.
awesome dumplings. i must recommend.
i eat there almost every sunday and the uncle knows my mom so well
when he saw her he went, "san si shi" =  30, 10 = 30 steam, 10 fried.
awesome.
1.00 pm
reached home and started cramming my cell stuff. cos i hadnt done it >.<
1.30 pm
drove to church

 

went to the ex-ginza plaza now west coast plaza in desperate search for a street directory.

okay im exxagerrating. i was just looking for one. went to 7 eleven but the aunty was like wtf is a street directory? and i was like -_-. then went to watsons. also zilch. there was this lady who suggested popular and i was thinking to myself. wth is wrong with you? how come you never thought of popular >.< and i think im smart.

got my street directory. and here's when the very interesting/thrilling part of my day took place.
i was trying to get plastic off my street directory - sometimes i think the wrapping ppl are RETARDED. why wrap it with plastic and stick this huge scotch tape around the package! freaking hard to open. torture my poor fingers.

i was picking at the plastic and finally got all of the plastic off and was about to leave when this woman runs past me shouting/screaming and runs down the escalator. then she runs up the escalator again - you know how ppl run up escalators that are meant to go down - yeah and was like waving her hands frantically and shouting. and i looked at what she was shouting at, and there was this big malay man in uniform grabbing on to a little girl (rather brutely i must say) and the lady made it up the escalator ran to the malay man and grabbed her child and attempted to run away but the malay man in the uniform gave chase and grabbed her. there was this slight struggle with her daughter in her arms and the malay man was like telling a nearby cleaner to radio security cos this pair shoplifted.

"i was like hmm maybe i should get a move on since i had cell."
but then the security came and guess what all malays. and you do know i am not racist or anything but i cant condone the way they treated the woman and her daughter. her daughter was freaked out and crying and hair was all messed up, and had lost a slipper. and the woman didnt know what the hell was going on cos the malay guards were babbling in english and she was probably a PRC so she couldnt understand a word they were saying.

she looked really frightened and clueless as to why the guards were grabbing onto her. there was this female malay guard. omg. she's the worst. i was standing there watching them handle the situation and all she did was grab the woman really hard on the arm. okay the woman that was caught looked a little dishevelled and she was slightly darker skinned compared to the normal chinese and she was carrying her daughter really tightly and kept struggling and trying to get away cos she didnt know wtf was going on.. and the retarded brainless stupid guards do what?!

they say, "stop struggling. you struggle we call the police"
hello stupid ppl. if only she understands english yeahh?
and the lady probably heard police and got spooked and struggled even more.
i couldnt just stand there and do nothing. i mean i could translate and help. so i went forward amidst the commotion and i told the guard that she doesnt understand. and i told the woman to stop struggling if not they would call the police. i tried explaining to her why they caught her, and that if she stops struggling it would be okay.

but she got even more frightened and kept asking me for her daughter's slipper and telling me her daughter was frightened. and that she didnt steal anything "wo mei you. wo mei you tou dong xi." and i was like "rang ta men jian cha yi xia. ru guo mei you shi qing ta men hui fang ni zou de. bu yao zhen zha" (my han yu pin yin is regrettably bad) and you know what happened the malay lady had to say POLICE again. n freaked the poor lady out and she struggled and the malay female guard grabbed her by the arm and the lady FELL TO THE GROUND, desperately holding onto her daughter. terrible right!!

there was slight disorientation and the lady looked at me and asked me to help her up. i stretch out my arms and helped her up. i told her again not to struggle and i stared really angrily at the female malay guard. and you know what she said to the lady? "i told you not to struggle you see you struggle then you fall down." i felt like telling the guard to just shut up. talk about STUPID right. and heartless! omg.

anw by now the commotion was attracting a lot of spectators. all around, one floor up and one floor down. (apparently my cell group mates who had just finished their lunch also saw me amidst that commotion and the lady shouting WO MEI YOU WO MEI YOU. and all the racket and the lady falling down. i was slightly perturbed at the fact that none of them came to help me. apparently they thought i was offering medical help -_- or i was in trouble.. but since i was in trouble, shouldn't you come and help me!! o.O dunno what they were thinking la. :(

by now this lumbering chinese guard comes along and omg he didnt look very promising. he gave me a very suspicious look and i was like *rolls eyes*. "DO YOU SPEAK CHINESE? if you do, please take over the situation. help to translate. ni de ma lai peng you men zhen de hao wu zhi." and then i left it in his care cos he was able to bring the lady over to one side and talk to her. hopefully since someone speaks her lang she'll be okay.

i took a last look at her and went onto the escalator and went off. of course there was a crowd around. but as usual. NOBODY came to help. NOBODY came to offer better chinese translation. and everybody just watched like it was entertainment. these ppl can go to hell. do you have any idea that it is NOT helping the situation by just standing there like bloody busybodies and staring down at the person. im totally appalled at their behaviour. well i guess that next time, if one of you lot happen to get an epileptic fit, or a heart attack and collapse, ppl will crowd around you too and probably not do anything to help - so you'd die. well, its karma. heartless creeps enjoying the show.

oh yes just before i forget. there was this awesome coincidence. this disheveled lady was holding onto a bag - like a tuition bag and on the name tag it wrote, "cheryl"
i wonder if it meant anything. :)
if only she knew the person who helped her was a cheryl too.

okay and so ends the interesting thing of the day.

and once again i must say, i have never been so angry at another human being for being so heartless especially when holding some form of uniform or power over another person. so thoughtless and so brute-like. they were the guards but they ended up acting like some sort of hoodlums attacking a mother and child pair. you lot should be ashamed of yourselves. im going to write to your superiors. and you all will lose your jobs. since with the power you hold you were unable to carry the associated responsibility like you should.

2.05 pm
started cell
4.45 pm
got into car and drove to sicc
5.30 pm
watched madagascar 2: escape to africa at sicc
7.00 pm
dinner at sicc. had spaghetti cabonara.
average.

im awfully angry at the guards still. how could they. and how could those ppl just stand there and watch. i gave them glares as i left but as i said. when you all get a stroke and collapse suddenly in the middle of a public place, oh i think you'll probably become paralysed on one side cos nobody will help you, especially if they follow you lots ways.


tsk.

-cheryl~*